Heya @annabethxchase
Thank you so much for coming back to give us all an update on how you've been. It's really heart-warming to see the impact building relationships with others on the forums has had on you
Also, no offence taken in regards to your comment on the guidelines. I know you're not alone in feeling that way - it's a really tricky balance to navigate, especially when you're feeling so, so low. I can imagine how hard it would have been for you to take a step back but it sounds like you made the best choice you could for yourself at the time, which shows a lot of insight and strength.
As a total crime geek myself I am now super interested to listen to the podcast you recommended, so thank you for giving me something to do on these rainy days (agreed that they are a welcome surprise).