Aww @Lost_Space_Explorer5, you're too good! 😂💙
It's okay if you want to ask questions, fire away! I appreciate you not wanting to trigger me but honestly I'm on such a high right now I don't think much would phase me!! I'm pretty emotionally shut off atm so not sure I'd be able to feel too much of it anyway. This actually feels so good, like I can't think about things too much cause it starts to feel a little tender but I also don't care about anything anymore so it's getting easier to shut it down if that makes sense? Idk.
To be honest, I don't feel connected to anything atm so I can't actually feel the heavy stuff properly? It's so hard to put into words. If I start to feel I just shut it off cause I don't want that shit anymore and then I just move on to the next thing to keep busy! 😊 So I honestly can't even remember what heavy stuff I wrote here. I'm just too high atm to think about it properly or remember and I don't really want to cause this feels good and I don't see the point in thinking about things anymore or feeling emotions when all they do is make me feel shit and worthless? Like I'd much rather feel like this!! I don't know if I'm making much sense sorry. I feel like I'm not.
