Yeah COVID has certainly made it rougher than usual. I organised a game night for tonight at the start of lockdown. I checked this morning that my only two friends were still on for tonight and they said yes. Then when it came to the time we had planned, they didn't respond for two hours and then told me they couldn't make it so it's safe to say that I'm feeling pretty let down and bad about myself. I don't want to let them ruin my night but I just feel so bad about it, especially since I've been feeling so lonely already and the only thing that's kept me going was looking forward to tonight. I don't really know what to do with myself now that I feel so disappointed.
Yeah I understand that she just shows a different side to her friends, but she has this side with everyone we know except me. She used to be that with me and now she never really is so I just feel a little down about it.