I'm sorry you're feeling so bad 😞 That is totally okay if you can't reply please don't feel like you have to we understand ❤️ Today sounds like it was really hard... that would be really distressing not being able to remember basic stuff- is it more worrying or frustrating? I know I panic if I forget a simple thing like I'll start worrying something has gone wrong.
There are a lot of things that can mess with memory- I'm wondering if you have any theories about what might be happening with you? Sorry if you don't want to talk about it
I mean well you COULD become a hermit, yes. And we'd definitely support that career choice if that's what you truly wanted! 😛 You sound like you're pretty good with the outdoorsy stuff from what you've said in the past so you've definitely got some work experience under your belt! I wouldn't survive for a hot minute out in nature- I don't know anything about it! What if I ran into a wild boar or something! 😛
Do you want to talk about what you're scared will happen with the uni stuff? Or no?
Yeah it does sound very exhausting 😞 I think you're able to function pretty damn well! But I know you probably don't want to hear that and will think I'm lying! I'm not lying! But that's exactly what someone who was lying would say ugh, there's nothing I can say is there 😞 I'm sorry
Hm I wish I was able to function like a 'normal' person a lot of the time. I feel like I'm not independent enough, not social enough, not working, just overall not enough. Screw that voice in our heads! How does it help us be better. If you're gonna scream at your sloth like that how is it going to get ANYWHERE in life? It's just gonna hide in the corner rocking back and forth super slowly (because it's a sloth) and think it's completely inept. Imagine it's little tears 😞 It won't even want to eat it's sloth leaves, it won't want to talk to other sloths, it won't even do that sloth smile all the sloths do. So sad. Where is the slothmanity (humanity)!? However, if we say, mr sloth, spike (I've named my weighted sloth spike...), I think you're doing the best you can right now and you are enough and then hug spike he might give me one of his sweet sloth smiles and eat his leaves, and talk to other sloths and feel like he deserves to be there, cause he does!
Remember to be like dwight, I mean can you imagine the upper body strength it would take for that man to wait there for hours until the ambulance came and got him! Now THAT'S badass! You're stronger than you give yourself credit for! (I know you said no compliments, I'm sorry... If you don't believe me, I guess that's okay, but I'll stand over here with my cheer squad of sloths rooting for you
Side note, telling someone to hang in there when they're depressed is a little... Yeah. I do NOT mean it in that way! I just wanted to link it back cause you used this gif and show you are strong for being like dwight
Lol if by now you're like what the actual heck lost this is so unhelpful bordering on toxic positivity, I'm sorry 😬 I'm not trying to invalidate what you're going through in anyway, cause this sounds so brutal and shitty 😞 I just hope you know we're here for you ❤️ I'm glad you're safe atm. If that changes please tell someone. The RO staff are always there if a crisis line isn't working. You're NOT a burden
