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I appreciate you both checking in and hope you're both doing okay. I didn't leave because of you lost and I'm sorry I made you feel that way. I just have a lot going on and I realised how unsafe it was with me being here because I know I can be too much and yeah I just realised I shouldn't be. I am in no way angry at you. Sure, I was hurting when I saw your message but it wasn't your message that hurt me so please don't be thinking that. I was already hurting and it had nothing to do with you. So I'm not angry at you. In fact I appreciate your honesty and there is no need to apologise for it. I'm just trying to stay off here so I don't ruin things completely like I have with everything else so I'm sorry if I made you feel like I left because of you. It's too hard to explain but you have absolutely no reason to be sorry. If anyone should be sorry it's me.