Sorry I haven't been around 💙
You're not wrong about it being a shit place to be stuck between not wanting to live but also not being able to do anything about it. Preaching to the choir here sister!
How have things been for you today? I am really sorry I wasn't around to help last night. I'm here now if you wanna chat though?
*Pre-warning, I'm an emotional bitch right now but am able to function slightly better tonight and will try my best* 🤦♀️ Just maybe don't expect my support to be sunshine and rainbows tonight.. maybe more sloth poop and raccoon spit? 😂 If we keep the expectations low then we should be able to do this 🤞
But seriously. I am here if you want to talk things out ❤ It sounds like you're in quite a lot of pain, both physically and emotionally, does that sound about right? Cause I'm feeling shut down mode coming on with the whole cancelling your psych appointment? I'm totally not buying the whole 'so it's okay now' line. Nope. You're gonna need a whole lot of whool to pull that one over my eyeballs sorry! Not happening. Obviously, boundaires, but I am here if you do wanna talk about it yeah? .. *mentions the word boundary to show she is trying really hard but persists with the questions anyway..* 🤦♀️.. Did your psych reply to your email? Just wondering how you're feeling if she did, or even if she didn't?
I haven't heard of umbrella academy, is it any good? What's it about? I'm watching Atypical atm 🥰 Love it so much! Remind me again.. I know Eden has seen it all, but have you? Sorry. Complete brain fogg 😔
I've also seen 5 feet apart, GREAT movie but do NOT watch it if you are emotional. It's extremely sad. Or maybe watch it in a time where you need to cry but can't? Cause it legit will bring on all the waterworks. Although it also references death, due to illness, not suicide, but still. Death is death so just be aware cause it is VERY sad. Well I found it sad anyway but I'm also quite the emotional wreck when it comes to that shit so yeah. Anywayyyy.
It really sounds painful to be sitting where you are right now and I'm sorry you're in this shit place. I'm sitting right here with you though. Got my imaginary mumma sloth arm around you 🦥💙 Although maybe not around you cause we both seem to not do well with hugs and people showing they actually care because that just isn't allowed in our rule book.. so I'll just sit here with my arms to myself, hands crossed in my lap looking like a doom and gloom sloth ready to attack if anyone shows a glimmer of hope or genuine care towards us 😂 But seriously, I am here and I'm really sorry things are so shit right now 💙
Also just want to side note something.. you ARE valuable!! Legit worth your weight and the world in gold ❤
