Sadly I know that feeling all too well so it makes perfect sense. But I'm relieved to hear you are safe and don't think you could. And I get it. It's a lot easier to give advice to others than take our own and I feel like it kinda comes down to our self worth? Like we feel others are worthy of help and support and encourage them to seek it when needed whereas no matter how much pain we are in we are unable to show that kind of support and kindness to ourselves? Idk. I think you're an incredible role model and the fact you are so open and honest speaks to that. I'm not going to try and talk you out of it because I get it. Sometimes those thoughts are all we have and in a really strange way they somehow manage to keep us safe? I'm not sure how to put it into words but I think I kinda get what you are meaning. I really do hope that if things get to that point though that you will reach out for support. Do you think you will be able to do that? I have no doubts the staff will be checking in with you tomorrow so I'm hoping they will be able to provide you with a safe space to really talk things through. Are you feeling though you will be able to keep yourself safe tonight though? Like, I don't want to force you into anything or annoy you or anything but do you think we need to come up with some sort of a plan to keep you safe tonight?
Really?! Cause I won't be offended if you don't want too. Please don't feel like you have to say yes! Maybe see how you're feeling tomorrow? But if it is going to help you out somehow I am more than happy to try and face my fears and get out for a walk with you 💪
OMG yes! The wild pig rock 🤦♀️😂 Oh the memories. I wonder what we'll find tomorrow.. lol I just checked out the scavenger hunt thread. I'd be keen if you are. Like I said though, see how you're feeling tomorrow and we can go from there?
