@Lost_Space_Explorer5
Yeah going outside is really stressful. I'm finally getting vaccinated soon and I'm really stressed about going near people, as well as the fact no matter how hard I try, I can't help faint when getting needles and I really hate the feeling of fainting.
It does feel like the lockdown is going to last forever though so I'm happy I can finally get vaccinated. Initially I just felt uncomfortable with the idea of doing over the phone consultations with a doctor but my particular GP doesn't tend to offer it as an option.
I was feeling really disconnected from my gf and everyone around me at one point yes, now it kinda just fluctuates but I really try to communicate with her and make her talk to me even if she avoids it because it makes her feel uncomfortable. Though I still don't understand why she doesnt realise that I'm also uncomfortable having to talk things through but I'm also always uncomfortable so really she's getting a much better deal anyway.
Remote learning has been a lot better than last year. I enjoy what I'm doing in my course a lot more now so nothing feels as bad as that. I also think given my units this semester I actually really like doing it remotely, rather than going into campus 4 days a week and sometimes just for an hour.
Haha ❤️😊
