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Yeah maybe it is @Eden1717 idk. Its just annoying me because I can't really feel anything about leaving RO and like I know I'm sad and I don't want to and stuff but I just feel so numb it's like I don't even care anymore? And I don't want you guys to think I won't miss you because I will. So fucking much. But I just cant feel right now or connect to anything and its weird. I have just been trying to sort through all of my stuff today but its not really working. I should have never gutted my room because now I don't have the energy to sort through it all. I just want to pick everything up and throw it in the bin cause I just don't care anymore!! It's too much. What have you been up to today? 

You have such a way with words @Akinna. Seriously, you should write cause you put it all into words so beautifully!! I struggle so much trying to word how I feel but everytime I read something you've said it just makes perfect sense and in such a poetic type of way. You really have a way with words. 'Caught in a battle with no weapons' like seriously. That is so good and so damn relatable!!