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Hi @Portia_RO. Thanks for your message. I don't really know how I am feeling to be honest. Nothing really feels real. I just posted my last post to thank everyone but it doesn't quite feel real? Idk. I just feel really really numb. But like I did get a little teary in some parts while I was writing it so that's good I guess? Idk. I don't feel as dead inside but I actually think I might have preferred that feeling to be honest. I just feel very strange and not quite sure how to go about any of this because it doesn't feel real and like I posted that thing but I feel like it's not the end and that I will be able to talk to my friends tomorrow? But like I know I can't but I cant feel that? Idk. I can't really put any of this into words right now. It's too hard and not making much sense sorry. But thank you for your message and your support. You guys truly are awesome and I am going to miss you all so fucking much.