Hey @moontune
I'm sorry you've been feeling so down and overwhelmed lately. Finding a job and the pressure to do so can definitely be quite stressful. I really like the advice @Anzelmo gave you and I hope that some of those do help.
I just wanted to add that I noticed your resilience and determination. Those are great strengths you can use to your advantage! I'm proud of you for trying over and over, and for the amount of effort you are putting in to try and get the things you want. With that determination and grit, I'm sure you'll get there.
Please look after yourself too. It's ok and completely normal to feel a little down and disappointed. Maybe do some self-care, and have a little break before you jump back into trying to find work so that you have a fresh mindset.
❤️ I hope you're doing ok today.
