If I can also say that i'd like to acknowledge how brave you are for sharing how you are feeling with us today.
I saw that you are moving today and the move is making you sad, is there anything nice that you can do for yourself today or within the next couple days? Whether that be some me-time, tv/movie or some kind of activity?
You mention that you have tried to make friends, do you think with the move you will have a chance to meet new people and make some new friends? I can assure you that you are not unlikeable! Making friends is hard, I know myself I have struggled in the past but have just kept trying to reach out to new people when I have the opportunity to do so, and eventually you find some people that you click with!
I also wanted to mention that if you are wanting some one on one support that eheadspace is a great place to go for online chat or phone support. There is also a post on self-help for self-harm that I will link here.
We will always be here to support you 🧡