Hi @malb
Choosing what to study is a really tough choice. It is okay to change your mind, especially after doing some classes and finding out more about what the field is like. It can be hard to envision that type of stuff when you are simply choosing a course based off the description. What do you think you need to make your decision?
You mentioned learning about the long term problems with the medication you were taking. Were you able to discuss these concerns with your doctor? The internet has a lot of information but your doctor can help you make an informed decision based off your circumstances. You also mentioned wanting to find something without the use of medication. Do you mean things like talk therapy? Counselling sessions?
I am sure you have heard this before but it is true, everyone moves at a different pace in life. I know it is hard to not judge yourself but it sounds like you have a lot going on right now and that can impede some of your goals or ability to do things, like cooking, figuring out aspirations and dealing with daily life struggles. Some people don't have those pressures and every single person in the world is entirely different ❤️
