Hey @batoolxx_12
Sorry to hear that you're in such a difficult situation. It must be really emotionally exhausting for you. I also agree that there's no excuse for controlling and abusive behaviour in any relationship.
I understand you're saying that you haven't been the best girlfriend because you haven't been honest about some things, but that's no excuse either for your boyfriend's behaviour towards you. Also, it takes courage to admit faults of your own (even I have trouble doing that sometimes), so I want to acknowledge your bravery.
I hope the forums can be a place where you release your emotions and vent or ask for support, but I also hope you're able to get external support too.
What kinds of things do you like to do to help yourself feel better on days you're down? 💙
