No need to apologise for the rant! We love hearing out what people's thoughts and feelings are. Thank you for sharing with us ❤️
Im sorry to hear that you have been going through a lot lately, I think you've been incredibly strong and about the situation which is amazing. You've done so much fighting for yourself Im sure your mum would be incredibly proud of you. She also sounds like a lovely person.
I know how much people's words can hurt, and Im sorry that you had to hear such horrible things. Dating can be really hard for anyony, but you are non of those things that they said. You are brave and beautiful - don’t let anyone else make you feel otherwise. You have yet to find someone who deserves you, but they will come.