Hi @alessx
It sounds like you've been going through a really distressing situation as of late. Relationships and breakups are always difficult to go through and process.
I do think it's great that you are doing your best to take care of yourself even though you have not been feeling the best or have been in the best mental space. I hope you are okay and are able to get the support you need to feel better.
As others have suggested, having open communication with him about where you both are might be a good option to consider.
All the best, and I hope you are able to overcome this situation. 💙
