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wolvesrunfree
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03-04-2018
12-11-2020
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12-11-2020
10:09 AM
Hewu @Hannah-RO i did talk to my friend that sent them the message from me and she was annoyed at them and said that was unfair, and ive been going okay? XD i had a girlfriend for maybe a week or les and then she broke up with me, and ive been getting my nightmares back, they used to be all my ex friends hurting and builing me, but now its only one of them, and this one person, she was my best friend and i even had a crush on her, and in my dreams she hurts me physically and calls me names, but that goes for me to, i hurt her too, and it just hurts me alot. A good thing is i started going to a new school! Its a online distance ed and i love it, im actacly thinking of staying in school, bc in my old school i always wanted to leave after grade 10 but now since i found a school that i finaly liked im thinking of staying, im trying to think of somr other good things but i cant think of any xD - i started drawing commotions! One of my friend paid $10 for one ^^ i habnt got anyone else who wants me to draw for them tho. I will somedayy thoo
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11-11-2020
01:02 PM
@StormySeas17 and @lost_Space_Explorer5 I got onw of my friends to send a message to them, and they both badicly sad "aw i miss her too, and so i messaged one of them on facebook bc i relizwd i wasnt blocked one there and she just left me on read, and i texts the other one bc i forgot i had her number and im guessing she looked at it but never replyed, so im honistly guessing thwy dont miss me or anything
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22-08-2020
09:00 PM
@StormySeas17 Ive been thinking about someone from school who is still in contact with me kind of and thinking to ask them to pass a message along to them, and theres really notjing to do about my anxiety even if i go out ehen its during school time i feel like they mifht not even be at school so i still get reallt nervous
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22-08-2020
08:57 PM
@Sophia-RO I can Only really talk to my mum and thats about it, and i dont really think they put mw through this i think it was more my fualt and there parents fualt since they had no choice in there say if they wanted mw around or not. I just really miss them
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22-08-2020
01:20 PM
@Lost_Space_Explorer5 The live really near me but if i do make a letter and send it to them then they will probly tell there parents that i sent something and they blocked me too. And i donk know why they said that there not alowed near me they didnt even say why to there kids either and ive tryed to oof myself so that might be why? But i dont kno
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21-08-2020
07:19 PM
This happend about a month ago i fucked up and lost basicly all my friends, so it started on the school hollidays i wanted to hang out with them before school went back and before school started again i saw on there instagram (i just got insta again not to long before this happend so i was ofline for a long time) and snapchat storys that they all went to hang out like i dont mean like one or two of them. It was basicly the whole group of them that went out and i didnt get asked, and i know how pathetic i am for crying about this, and i told my mum about it aswell, then i was talking to one of them and i tryed to just ask it subtily becuse i didnt know how to ask, but eventually i just came out and asked her it, and she said they werent alowed to ask me to come becuse there parents didnt want me near them.. and it just hurt so much to hear that. I wasnt alowed near them at all outside of school i was only alowed near them druring school, and at this point my mum was already getting my homeschooling stuff up so i couldnt see them at all, so one day i was going to say "maybe we shouldnt be friends anymore" to them but i could hardly type those words and while i was trying to type those words i started crying like ive never done before and my mum heard me from the loundroom which was atlest 2 rooms away and when she came down i told her what was going on and then she got my phone and being the protectuve parent she was she was going off of my 2 ex friends and yeah she blocked them off of my acc but i unbloocked them the next day and i said we shouldnt be friends its best this was you dont want a suicidle friend, a bad influence with you' or somthing like that,. And even i said some mean stuff to them.. and i regret it so much i dont want to live without them they were like my family i miss them so much, i miss talking to them, hanging out with thwm.. i asked one of them really rudely "well why dont you go ask your mum why were not alowed to hang out anymore" becuse they didnt even know why. Its all my fualt i want them back i wish i never asked why i wasnt invited out, i just with i just lived with myself and not ask her, they were one of my only reasons to live, they helped me so much i dont know what to do anymore i want them back. I want to say sorry but i have no means to contact them so i know im just going to have to live with this, not seeing them again,. And everytime i leave the house to go shoppong with mum i have really bad anxyity, like what if i see thwm? What will i do? I dont know anymore...
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01-07-2020
03:11 PM
1 Kudo
Thanks you @Wolfie_ ! Like I've known for a few years that I've liked girls as well but when I was talking with my cuz she said I might be a lesbain and then it just got me thinking an ahh 😂😂
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01-07-2020
03:08 PM
1 Kudo
Aaah thanks you @Claire-RO @\(>~<)/ yeah im probaly gonna go queer on my sexuality and gender 😅 and I'llcheck that out! Thanks you!!!
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29-06-2020
11:10 PM
Ok so I don't know how to do this topic lol but I've always thourt I was bi and yeah but I think I'm a lesbian and I don't really know why but I just kinda feel sick and confused when I think that I am, but the signs are there that I am a lesbian since every time I've dated a male I've never brrn abke to stay in the relationship becuse I got to much anxyity and it mad me feel sick, but when I dated a gurl I didn't really feel any of that, and I've been questioning my gender to but idk, and again I'm not sure again if um a lesbaun since I staid it does kinda make me feel abit sick when I think about that and confused kinda, but then again I live reading BL comics (boy love) so um just so confused and aahh I don't know😅😅
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16-03-2020
12:42 AM
2 Kudos
Hey @WheresMySquishy and @Jess1-RO Sorry I haven't really been on lately 😅 bit the appointment went really well! I can't remember what happened but I know I did talk about the issue of that, but the person isn't in our friend group anymore! It's been sorted out at school and stuff.
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17-02-2020
10:26 PM
1 Kudo
@WheresMySquishy yeah I kinda hope she reports it, becuse I'm kinda scared to do it tbh. And yeah I've been thinking about starting to document some of the things that go on (like this and other stuff) and yeah there are incident report form stuff but I have to go to the student room and ask for one, and I have to say my name and stuff I'm pretty sure :\ put I'll try to say something.
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17-02-2020
10:12 PM
1 Kudo
Hi @Maddy-RO Yeah sorry I kinda forgot what was good to post and stuff, I will be more considerate in the future! And yeah as I said to @WheresMySquishy I will most likely talk to my phyciatrist about this tomorrow and try to get help with that, and I'll try to tell the school aswell
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17-02-2020
10:09 PM
1 Kudo
Yeah @WheresMySquishy it really is rn, I'm pretty sure my friends are safe, I am to I'm thinking about telling my phyciatrist tomorrow now, and I might leave a note on a teaches desk but I Doubt that would work :/ I have told my mum a bit of what happens but not the parts I learnt about to day tho,so I will try to tell my phyciatrist tomorrow
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17-02-2020
09:33 PM
Sorry in advance to this it's very long :/ Okay so today I learned that sOmOnE in our friend group has been physically abusing my friends, I didn't know it got up to this point and I didn't know if was happening to a different friend but this is where all this stuff started, so like my friend H got a girlfriend N and she Was getting abused by N for about 3-6 months without us knowing what was happening, but thankfully H got out of it and told us everything about what was happening, and she felt so down and stuff and N sent her pictures of her self-ham and made drawings of herself hurting herself and telling her how we probably hated her and stuff, so we almost lost H as a friend but thankfully she's still our friend now(that was about near the end of last year) and around the end of last year to the start of this year N went for another one of my best friends J and started emotionly abusing her the same way she was to H, and thankfully J new what she was doing but we still needed to talk to her about how N was a bad person (wich she hates her now bc of what she N has been doing lately)and J asked N not to sit with us bc she has other friends and she sent the messages to L and C to make it seem like she was the bad guy and N is the victim and then L got mad at J and H about it, and then there was a Minni fight, thankfully not as bad as the last fight we had and C already knew that N wasn't the victim bc J had already told C about what happened and now she is going after C so, it started as a play fighting like play punching and stuff like that until N has started to physically hurt her, I don't know to what extent but it's bad enough for C to be scared of N, N was doing the same thing she did to H when they were in a relationship, and C is starting to think like she should let it happen to her so she doesn't do it to anyone else, I only lernt about N hurting C today from J in pe today and I said we should get the school involved but we don't want the situation to escalate and we dont want then doing nothing like they did to me when ex-friends was threatening me online and I don't know what to do, I don't want my friends getting hurt and stuff but I don't know what to do
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15-02-2020
02:42 PM
Hewu @Taylor-RO sorry for taking so long to reply, I haven't had the energy to. Yeah I think it would be a good idea to have them apart of my safety plan, thank you! :)
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13-02-2020
08:37 PM
Hey @Tiny_leaf I'm really sorry that you feel this way to, And as I said to @Bre-RO I have done that and it didn't work as well :/ Yes I have a psychologist I have an appointment next week, I could of gotten in a bit earler but I had some classes that I have to do. And no I don't think I have a safety plan at all but I don't know.
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13-02-2020
08:34 PM
Hey @Bre-RO I'm not trying to sound mean or anything so I'm really sorry if I do but the crisis mental health team up here where the ones that have called me an attention seeker and said If I wanted to off myself I would of done it already, and I forgot to mention the other time I've been to the hospital was for a mandatory thing that a police officer at our school put one me and they still let me go :/ and we only have one public hospital here and we wouldn't be able to afford if we went privet, and 2 of the times I have gone to the mental health place I had a gp who did refer me to there and still nothing happened, so really tbh I think the only option I ever have right now is to just text life line (I don't like to call) and I have to wait for the time to be like around 6 or whenever the texting things are on. And I'm sorry if it sounds like I'm resisting your help.
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13-02-2020
12:44 PM
Hey @Tiny_leaf I have been to the hospital many times for this (even when I tried to off myself) that time when I did go to the hospital I waited about 4-5 he's there until 3ish in the morning and they said they dont deal with mental pain, and I went to the mental health hospital here as well for about 3-4 times in 3 weeks and they just called me and attention seeker, so ive most likely needed to go inpatient for a couple of times but they didnt care about me, so really here, the hospitals and the mental health people dont care about me :'( and i really wanna hurt myself but I have to use my self control
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13-02-2020
11:10 AM
Hey @Janine-RO So I talked to the person yesterday, and yeah I have an appointment with her at school today and I know nothings going to happen again, I still feel like a danger to myself and stuff. And how would I even be able to go into inpatient? If I did need to at all.
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12-02-2020
10:23 AM
Hey @Janine-RO I should be good with my friends today, but I dont know how long I'm going to stay at school, bc I might go to the mental health hospital here, but I most likely wont bc there crap lol, And thanks you💜
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12-02-2020
10:07 AM
hey @Janine-RO i am safe at the moment, I'm at school, and I still fell really bad like dying , and I'm trying to go talk to someone here but i dont like her bc she pushes for infomation but I feel like if I didnt then I would of harm myself again today, and yeah I see a psychiatrist I have a appointment already booked next week somwtime,
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12-02-2020
08:30 AM
Hey @Tiny_leaf, I think I might try eating boundarys but I don't know how to like start the conversation and stuff, becuse lately my anxiety has been really bad and I haven't been able to even talk to them properly. And with my support stuff I have a phyciatris, but that's about it, and I also take meds for this
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12-02-2020
08:21 AM
1 Kudo
Hi @Anonymous yeah I've just tried to get the suicide call back service, and thanks you💜
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11-02-2020
11:29 PM
1 Kudo
Hey @liv1611 , I do see a psychologist, my next appointment is next week, and yeah I might call one but as I said in my reply to Andrea-RO I'd rather text then phyisicly talk.
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11-02-2020
11:27 PM
@Andrea-RO I would call a crisis line but IDK I'm scared becuse I have to physically talk to them other then texting, and I don't want my mum to find out what's going on, and if I am at school during lunch time and stuff, do you know of there is one where I can text them at all?
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11-02-2020
09:58 PM
For the last couple of days I've been wanting to Kms but I haven't yet and the feelings Are not getting any better and I've been thinking bout messaging a crises line thing but I feel as if tho what I'm feeling isn't good enough for that becuse I want to kill myself bit I know I'm not going to unless my friend give my stuff back but I hate myself as well becuse yesterday I physically harmed and threatend both of my best friends to stay away from me (this was at school) I told them to leave me alone and I wanted to be alone and stuff but my friends didn't want me going Off bc in the last class I harmed myself without them knowing, bit anyways, they kept trying to keep me with them and when I would walk away THWY would follow me so when one of my friends J put her arm out to stop me from walking I bit her really hard and now there's a bruze on her arm and so did my other friend h when she tried to hug me, I understand they didn't want me to go off on my own but I was going to hurt them, I'm not trying to sound mean becuse I hate that I did I was just so angry with every one that I, Idk, yeah and I'm school I've been harming myself, I'm on medication but I feel like there not working bc I feel like I'm on the verge of ending my life, I don't know who to talk to, becuse I don't want it make anyone upset and stuff, but I don't know, I don't know how to express myself in this I've deleted alot of it and Idk it's just really hard, and I'm sorry for it being so long if you even read it :p
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17-02-2019
06:52 PM
Heyoo I just made this bc I was bored and wanted to talk to peole
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11-11-2018
09:38 PM
yea its not a bad idea, and not that long ago I tolf one of my best friends of how im feeling. but it was through text
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11-11-2018
04:57 PM
thank you but i am safe i have my friends there stopping me without knowing it, i can never hurt them
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