I feel numb, I don't feel anything, just emptiness. I'm alive but not living. I'm too scared to live but too scared to die. I'm stuck in a haze, it's like being in a dreamlike state nothing feels real, I don't feel real. My memories feel like they belong to someone else. I feel cold and frozen. I th... read more

I've been struggling really bad with anxiety. I've been doing what I thought was expected of me, getting through this alone. My parents don't know how to deal with it, so perhaps that's I've internalised the need to deal with this on my own. I know people say they are there for you, but I find it un... read more

I don't want to rely on people. I want to be independent. I mean people are often busy with their own lives so you can't rely on them all the time. Even if I can reach out to people sometimes I am afraid I'll be invalidated, not heard, or maybe they won't want to talk about it. I mean who wants to t... read more