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Am I going crazy?...
Hello all. Um, I don't really know what to do. I'm feeling so empty and alone. I think I'm going crazy. On Tuesday I think it was, I heard someone say my name when no one was there. This has happened before, about 4 years ago I think. And I've been seeing things, it's scary. Am I crazy? I'm so afraid of what's gonna happen, that something terrible is gonna happen some time soon. I'm upset because of all these people I've heard that are dying. Is this why I am feeling this way? Or is it because my best friend is not doing so well and I feel bad for him? Or is it because my brother annoys me a lot and hit me in the head with a blanket? Someone say something nice please. ☹ Thanks for reading.
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Aww @AngelJoy I'm sorry to read you're feeling empty and alone. I'm glad you asked for support here though, asking for help when you need it is the best thing you can do when you feel like that 🥰
It sounds like you've got a few things happening that might be contributing to how you feel at the moment. You mentioned hearing and seeing things, would you mind telling us a little more about that? That must be scary. We're here to listen to you and help you feel less alone!
Hi @Bre-RO, it is scary. I keep thinking I see shadow people at night at my doorway. A few years ago I was outside doing chores whe I heard someone sagmg name, it was loud, right in my ear but no one was there. Then it happened just the other day, it hadn't happened for years so I don't know why it happened now. Anything I see in the dark I get really scared and think I'm seeing things, even if it was just something else that's actually there. When I hear something I wanna say to my family, did you hear that? Just incase they didn't, and if they didn't I'd think I'm going crazy. I don't understand. The reason I heard someone say my name is because I think it's my angel, because I have been having my angel card with me. So, that's what happened the first time when I had my angel card. I hears someone say my name. But I did it another time and it didn't happen so I don't know. It's weird. Even if there's nothing actually there, and it's just my eyes playing tricks with me, I still get scared.
Gosh, I can understand why those experiences have made you feel scared @AngelJoy
Can I ask if there are any things you could do that would help you feel secure and safe at home when those things happen? For example, if I ever feel scared when I'm home alone I will have a shower, light some candles and get under a heavy fluffy blanket and listen to some relaxing music. Or, I'll call a friend and that will make me feel better.
What sort of things do you think would make you feel better in those situations?
Well, I wasn't home alone. No one was in the room, I would go tell my mum and dad I saw someone at my door. But that means I'd have to run past whatever it was I saw, and it's dark in there room. I'm scared of the dark, that's why I always sleep with a salt lamp on. And I'm prepared for when the power goes out, I keep glowsticks! I could listen to music, or think of something nice. Like, running away in a world full of candy. Or talking to my best friend. Or I could think that I'm an angel, bringing love and joy, healing everyone. 😊 Hehehehe. I love daydreaming and thinking of the impossible. I've got a great mind.
😲 I have an imaginary secret garden too! And I've had dreams about one as well. Oh, there's lots of things I daydream about. Anything magical or impossible, because I believe everything is magical and nothing is impossible. 😌 Boo-ya! Unicorns, me having wings, seeing and talking to people I wish I could talk and see, going on adventures, riding dragons, and lots more! Daydream, and dreaming, is the place I can go and make whatever I want happen. It's like an escape. My happy place.
I was seeing things again last night. Every time I saw something put the corner of my eye, looked like a clown. But when I looked there it wasn't there, I could only see it out the corner of my eye. I saw it coming closer so I looked there and it went away. I don't know if it's actually there or not, I don't understand. Either way, it was creepy.
I feel comfortable telling my best friend but he isn't talking to me.