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Re: TW- what’s holding me back from suicide?

@Maddy-RO I need help
Bananatime04
Bananatime04Posted 29-05-2019 09:27 PM

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Bananatime04
Bananatime04Posted 19-07-2019 09:02 PM
I’m so sorry..
No I didn’t find anything so I just talked to my friends on Snapchat 😕
No I can’t really write my achievements because today was the first time I didn’t self harm and I only didn’t because I posted that I have been.. next time I will
 
 
 
 
 
WheresMySquishy
WheresMySquishyPosted 19-07-2019 06:23 PM

Sorry @Bananatime04, I was really busy today.

Ouch! I'm sorry you keep banging yourself up. Smiley Frustrated But I'm proud of you for not self-harming this time! Smiley Happy Have you ever thought of getting a habit tracking app or writing down your achievements? That way, you can see your successes.

I hope you find something good to watch on Netlfix. Smiley Happy Any recommendations?

 
 
 
 
 
Bananatime04
Bananatime04Posted 19-07-2019 05:41 PM
Hey that’s totally fine! I don’t really mind.. I’ll just go watch something on Netflix 🙂 don’t stress 😆
 
 
 
 
 
xXLexi_Lou122Xx
xXLexi_Lou122XxPosted 19-07-2019 05:39 PM
I’m so sorry!
I have to clean my room before I have dinner and go to youth group.
I really am sorry!

Maybe @Tiny_leaf can join you in gif/pic searching?

Some horrible things have come up, and I really need to go to youth group about it...

Please forgive me. The timing wasn’t right.
 
 
 
 
 
Bananatime04
Bananatime04Posted 19-07-2019 05:35 PM
Thanks but I can’t keep up with you on the games threads cause your so fast! Could we do gifs and pics?
 
 
 
 
 
xXLexi_Lou122Xx
xXLexi_Lou122XxPosted 19-07-2019 04:03 PM
Hey @Bananatime04.
Sorry I haven't been on your thread lately. Stuff has been happening. But I'm here now.

Can we maybe do something, like hitting the games section, or share funny/cute pics/gifs?
 
 
 
 
 
Bananatime04
Bananatime04Posted 19-07-2019 01:54 PM
Ok sorry @Jess1-RO
I’m safe right now..
It’s just stuff like running in to things, rolling my ankles, stubbing my toes, hitting my funny bone etc..
But I’ve been doing them sooo much the past couple weeks then I feel stupid and I self harm because I get really distressed. Like I literally just hit my elbow on the corner of something in my room.. it really hurt and now I feel like an idiot because I keep doing it. I won’t self harm this time
 
 
 
 
 
Jess1-RO
Jess1-ROPosted 19-07-2019 01:29 PM

Hi @Bananatime04 it sounds like you are dealing with a lot at the moment, I am going to send you an email to check in, so keep an eye on your inbox. Let's continue this conversation off the forums and in email Heart 

 
 
 
 
 
Tiny_leaf
Tiny_leafPosted 19-07-2019 12:20 PM

@Bananatime04 I have to go now sorry...

Hopefully @Jess1-RO will be able to help you out though, and I'll be back later today.

Take care Heart

 
 
 
 
 
Jess1-RO
Jess1-ROPosted 19-07-2019 12:17 PM

Hi @Bananatime04,

Just wanting to second @Tiny_leaf's question, are you able to confirm with us if you are safe right now, or if you are referring to hurt as an ongoing issue you have been working through?

Just a quick reminder to make sure to do what you need to off the forums to keep yourself safe too- we trust you are able to take steps to keep yourself safe and reach out to your supports if and when you need them Heart

 
 
 
 
 
Tiny_leaf
Tiny_leafPosted 19-07-2019 11:58 AM

@Bananatime04 as in right now, or more long term?

 
 
 
 
 
Bananatime04
Bananatime04Posted 19-07-2019 11:35 AM
Thanks @Tiny_leaf 🙂
Well my problem is that I can’t stop hurting myself 😞
 
 
 
 
 
Tiny_leaf
Tiny_leafPosted 19-07-2019 11:33 AM

@Bananatime04 I'll have to go soon, but I'm around for now if you need anything.

 
 
 
 
 
Bananatime04
Bananatime04Posted 19-07-2019 09:35 AM
@WheresMySquishy I’m sorry can you please help me 😔
 
 
 
 
 
WheresMySquishy
WheresMySquishyPosted 18-07-2019 05:50 PM

@Bananatime04  You don't deserve to feel pain. I hope you can feel better. Heart Is there anything that can distract you?

 
 
 
 
 
Bananatime04
Bananatime04Posted 18-07-2019 05:09 PM
No I don’t really wanna tell anyone 😔 I deserve the pain on my own
 
 
 
 
 
WheresMySquishy
WheresMySquishyPosted 18-07-2019 04:37 PM

@Bananatime04  I'm sorry that you're going through some more problems. Smiley Sad Is there anything that we can help you with? Heart

 
 
 
 
 
Bananatime04
Bananatime04Posted 18-07-2019 04:33 PM
Oh no I’m not in the queue.. I still have days before I could possibly talk to her if I’m not busy.
I’ve also been having a few problems 😔
 
 
 
 
 
WheresMySquishy
WheresMySquishyPosted 18-07-2019 04:21 PM

@Bananatime04  I hope that you get to talk to your KHL counsellor soon. Hopefully there isn't too much of a queue. Smiley Happy Is there anything that you can do while you wait? Maybe you can do some online quizzes, read some articles, do some puzzles or play a game while you wait. Or you can talk to us. Smiley Happy

 
 
 
 
 
Bananatime04
Bananatime04Posted 18-07-2019 10:30 AM
No I just gotta wait 😔
 
 
 
 
 
Tiny_leaf
Tiny_leafPosted 18-07-2019 12:44 AM

@Bananatime04 that really sucks....

Do you have any secondary supports you can turn to?

 
 
 
 
 
Bananatime04
Bananatime04Posted 17-07-2019 09:52 PM
Didn’t get to talk to her
 
 
 
 
 
Bananatime04
Bananatime04Posted 17-07-2019 10:56 AM
No but today she should be on.. idk if it’s on web tho 😔
 
 
 
 
 
Tiny_leaf
Tiny_leafPosted 17-07-2019 10:01 AM

@Bananatime04 that must've been really hard...

Were you able to talk to khl during that time?

 
 
 
 
 
Bananatime04
Bananatime04Posted 17-07-2019 08:20 AM
Sorry @Tiny_leaf 😔 I’ve been too down to even come here.. I thought I’d be triggering so I just didn’t get help

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