Hey @Iona_RO Thank you for your message ❤️

I definately have plans to move out - I've been looking for the past month or more (and gone to various inspections) but with no luck. It's really getting me down and making me lose hope that I will ever find anything. Also, I've been having to make a lot of decisions lately (which my OCD and general annxiety makes incredibly difficult), so I feel very drained. One of the decisions I've posted about in my most recent post and its really affecting me and I can't stop obsessing over it which is preventing me from moving on with my uni assignments, which are all pilling up at this point.

I wanted to get a mental health plan from my uni (which recognises your mental health condition(s) and gives you some extra support) but I tried to make Drs appointments multiple times and they all got canceled. Now it is probably too late to organise anything, and to be honest I feel like I have no time/energy to book it.

I just feel like I'm drowning at the moment under all this work and decisions. I feel like I'm failing everyone including myself.

I know this is unhealthy but I've been thinking lately about what is even the point of life anymore. It's just so stressful and there's nothing that I am particulatly looking foward to. I've moved around so many times now, that I am tired of starting from scratch again and again. I'm just so tired.

So sorry about this really long reply but I am just really upset today. It all feels so overwhelming.

Finding it hard staying at my uncle and aunty's place

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