Losing hope
I feel like ive just lost hope all together.. Im not sure how much longer im going to keep going.
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Things are really tough right now huh @MidnightMoments I think reading through some of your posts it sounds like things have felt pretty shit for a while 😞
Yeah I am pretty shit right now. I dont know how to keep going.. @Ben-RO
Right now? Like... was it better and then got worse? I noticed that you mentioned you had a date to end your life next year, but now you've mentioned October 23
Its always up and down but Its going to stay down forever so I may as well get rid of myself. I also have many planned dates.
I'm sorry you feel that way 😞 I am glad there's sometimes ups. You feel like it's going to stay down forever this time though...
You're convinced that it won't change and you see dying as the solution to that?
What about your art? What about the people you're already helping here?
I'm sorry that things have felt so bad that you don't feel like there's a reason for living or that there's any way forward at this point in time. That's an incredibly tough place to be 😞
That's a looong time. I think you are courageous and strong for surviving that.
What support do you have? Who is talking to you about this?
By the way i have sent you an email to keep talking, i have a few things that i want to talk about that are better to talk about with a bit more privacy for you, hope that's okay.
