I feel like ive just lost hope all together.. Im not sure how much longer im going to keep going.
Things are really tough right now huh @MidnightMoments I think reading through some of your posts it sounds like things have felt pretty shit for a while
Yeah I am pretty shit right now. I dont know how to keep going.. @Ben-RO
Right now? Like... was it better and then got worse? I noticed that you mentioned you had a date to end your life next year, but now you've mentioned October 23
Its always up and down but Its going to stay down forever so I may as well get rid of myself. I also have many planned dates.
I'm sorry you feel that way I am glad there's sometimes ups. You feel like it's going to stay down forever this time though...
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