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Re: TW I really really hate myself

That doesn't sound like you're in a good space with food @Bananatime04, especially if you're low on iron. 

 

I know it's hard, but it means that you won't need a transfusion.

 

If you can't do it alone, please can we talk about finding you some help?

 

It's possible to learn to accept your body in the same way you accept other people's.

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@Tiny_leaf I’m okay.. I’m not going to take the tablets anytime soon. And if I do, it will be a safe amount.
I know that some people judge others by their weight (I do not) and I don’t want to be hurt by other people telling me that, and dealing with the self hate myself.

Do you watch home and away?
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@Bananatime04 no, I don't. Why?

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@Tiny_leaf tonight’s episode was extremely triggering 😟 there was a girl (her name is Bella) and she was self harming.. 😣 I really didn’t want to see it... it was too much. They went too far. I can’t really explain because I don’t want to break the guidelines but now I want to but I will not
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@Bananatime04 I'm so sorry...

 

TV shows should never show self harm like that for exactly that reason.

I've had similar things happen, it's so upsetting.. you don't need to explain, I think I understand.

 

Are you safe right now?

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@Tiny_leaf Yes I’m safe. It just brought me back to when I done it and now I just want to start again.. I can’t help it Smiley Sad I will try not to.. I haven’t for like 5 months.. it was like the start of term 4 last year when I last self harmed.
I’m sorry Smiley Sad
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@Bananatime04 Wow, 5 months is amazing!!

How about for now you just focus on the next 15 minutes?

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I'm sorry you had to watch that today @Bananatime04 and that it brought up some uncomfortable feelings for you. I'm surprised they'd play that on early-night-time television Smiley Surprised.

 

I must say though, it is great to hear that you have refrained from self-harming for the past 5 months. Heart

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@Tiny_leaf I made it 15 minutes.. I knew I would it’s just the fact that it’s something I want to do. I’m sorry Smiley Sad

@Maddy-RO it’s okay, I deserved it.
5 months of not being okay.. just putting others before myself. I don’t see how that is a good thing but thanks. It’s been hard. It doesn’t mean I’m closer to getting better, I feel worse without it

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@Bananatime04 what coping skills have you used to replace it?