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new year blues

So it's the new year but I can't help but feel down. I survived Smiley Sad
I had 3 suicide attempts this year, and I wish they had worked. I hate the person I am. I hate all the shit and pain that goes on in my life. I don't want to be here anymore.
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Trying to make my misery
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A little less victim a little more victory
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Re: new year blues

Hi @redhead - are you at risk now? Do you need to call someone from your support network?

 

You have had a rough year, there's no denying that. But there have also been moments of incredible strength, of courage, of compassion and even of joy. We've followed your journey on Reach Out and we've all been behind you from the very beginning, cheering you on to beat those demons. I really hope we continue to see you here in 2015 because you are a survivor and we're glad you are.

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I'm with one of my support workers now..
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A little less victim a little more victory
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Stay safe. The forums might be a bit quiet tonight but I'll be here til 10pm.
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Cool.
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A little less victim a little more victory
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Re: new year blues

Hey @redhead 

 

How've you been feeling today? 

 

New Year's can bring in a lot of different emotions for many people as we reflect on the past year. Like you've said, you've survived but it's a great thing. It shows how resilient you've been throughout the year and how far you've come. 

 

Have you spoken to KHL or Lifeline about how you've been feeling? We're also here for you too!

 

Stay strong and let us know how you go. 

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Stay excellent
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Feeling really triggered today. But I'm with friends and family atm so I'll be safe for now
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just a piece of my history
A little less victim a little more victory
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That's good @redhead Hang in there. You're a smart and resourceful person. You got this.

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Hi @redhead  - just wanted you to know that you are a smart and strong person who has been through so much, and I think I can be sure in saying that everyone here believes in you!! Also how are you feeling at the moment? Hopefully being around your friends and family is helping

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I'm not strong.... I ended up self harming pretty badly.

Smiley Sad I don't want to be here any more. I can't do this
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Trying to make my misery
just a piece of my history
A little less victim a little more victory
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