I'm answering these in a backwards order lol
2. How does it make you feel when you struggle with motivation?
Motivation is a bit of a weird one for me. Like it applies to so many things- uni, life admin, work, looking after yourself, socialising, etc. I have a problem with channeling motivation I think. Like even if I want to do something sometimes I just can't? Or I get distracted. I feel it's something I always struggle with.
1. What makes you feel energised or inspired?
Okay like I'm kind of embarrassed to talk about this. So my work hours have been cut down cause budget cuts so I've had a lot of free time. You would think this would give me time to you know study for exams, which I had to postpone because well I don't really have an excuse I guess I think I'm lazy because I feel there are people who actually need special cons and there's me who is just so used to special cons that I no longer put in enough effort and end up really behind. Like yeah at one point I think I needed them. But now.. I feel I'm abusing the system.
Anyway so my dad has a friend who got a puppy and I have been spending SO much time with this puppy. Taking it for walks, etc. It's gotten to the point where I take him out every day, for a couple hours. And I don't want to do anything else but hang out with him. Anyway so that's been getting in the way of me doing anything I actually need to do 😅
So anyway, at the moment, that is what has been making me 'energised and inspired'. Although this puppy has bruised and battered me significantly I adore him and have been trying to make him happy and I trained him to sit and come back most of the time and he is now all I talk about and he's not even my dog.... Man I wish I could take my cats out for walks, they deserve to be able to *see* the world, but I tried them with harnesses and that was a big no. Also my cats know about the dog and are so offended and I feel guilty cause I love them more of course
Like I said, this is all I talk about at the moment. I've been avoiding talking to my friends because of it and also because talking to people is hard
