Cya
Nice to know after everything I have done for this place I’m just about to be disposed like a peice of rubbish and this is exactly how it’s made me feel, like absolute shit. Does anybody have any regard for my feelings? Clearly not. Sorry to all my friends on here but unfortunately I don’t get a say and how I feel doesn’t matter and I won’t be on here after tomorrow, most likely not ever again. @FootyFan26 @DruidChild @redhead @roseisnotaplant @N1ghtW1ng
@mrmusic @scared01 thanks for being friends with me over the last 4 years. I thought this place had my back but clearly I was wrong, now I have nowhere to go and the only safe place I have in my life taken away.
and to you @Amirah-RO @gina-RO @Sophie-RO thanks a lot. that’s putting it nicely.
Like you were saying in that other post, and like I've seen from so so so many of your posts over the years, you've been at better points in your life and been able to achieve way more than it sounds like people from your past (possibly including yourself?) expected.
Even now, while things are tough, though you haven't been posting as much about them I assume you're still doing a lot of your activities, still being a voice for your heritage, being a very caring and good brother, being a dog owner that other dogs would love to have as theirs, and being self-sufficient! Everything you've achieved and all the good things you do for you are your own making.
They don’t listen regardless they don’t even want me on here they are deliberately sabotaging things @DruidChild
We probably don't have a looot of time to talk, but if you wanna have a chat now about becoming an uncle (omg how exciting!!! You'll be an awesome one!!!) or anything else I'll be on and off for the next couple hours 🙂 @j95
Would it help to try and chat about something happy? Maybe you could tell me about your surfing plans or about your little sisters and brothers? It's okay if not; I just know that personally I can spiral into worry quite easily and it's often better for someone to distract me with something lighter.
It's so tough to feel unwanted; I struggle with that feeling too, and the feeling of being abandoned is very familiar. I disagree that you're unwanted though; it seems like you're being asked to take a step back, but that doesn't mean you're not still valued or that your contributions haven't been acknowledged. Idk if that makes any sense, I'm sorry, I'm a bit out of it today!
Well the staff here caused those feelings of abandonment and unwanted, even when i said how I felt nobody even listened
