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I can't cope

I'm back in hospital. I hate my fucking life. I wish my case manager just let me go yesterday 

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Re: I can't cope

Sorry to hear that @redhead i am glad you're safe even if i can hear how frustrating it is to be in hospital.

Re: I can't cope

@Ben-RO it's not fair tho. Why won't anyone let me die. 

 

 

And to make matters worse, the drs are concerned about my heart coz of my ED. Chest pain and nearly passing a lot is great. I'm scared, but at the same time I don't care, if my ED kills me it means something good 

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Re: I can't cope

I'm scared right now
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Re: I can't cope

Hey @redhead are you safe at the moment? Sounds awful...What's making you feel scared? 

Re: I can't cope

@TOM-RO I'm in hospital.
Idk. I guess I'm scared coz my ED might be getting serious. I'm scared of what I've done to my body over the years and none of it being reversible. Like what if a miracle happens and I get better but stuck with all my consequences of what's happened.
It's also kinda scary thinking I might not die by my own hand but painfully as a result of coping mechanisms.
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Re: I can't cope

@redhead I hear your really focusing on the past and future. It's important to bring yourself in the present moment. Can you practice some mindfulness or focus on something that will make you feel present?

Re: I can't cope

Is it selfish to not say goodbye.
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Re: I can't cope

@redhead are you safe at the moment? I just want to let you know that we're here for you if you need support Heart

Re: I can't cope

@safari93 for now I'm safe. I won't be later tho
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