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TW Not doing so great

Today's been... kinda terrible.

Tomorrow will probably be the same.

And the next day.

And the day after that.

 

I'm tired of always struggling with one thing or another.

I'm tired of everything honestly.

Tiny_leaf
Tiny_leafPosted 11-02-2020 07:31 PM

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Tiny_leaf
Tiny_leafPosted 26-02-2020 09:54 PM

@xXLexi_Lou122Xx it's okay, and I know he'd understand why I'm so upset rather than making excuses, but he's on a work trip.

 
 
 
 
 
xXLexi_Lou122Xx
xXLexi_Lou122XxPosted 26-02-2020 09:52 PM
That isn’t fun @Tiny_leaf...
I had the same experience with my former mentors. It’s not fun or nice, when they try to make a story up and not put much effort in to anything.

That doesn’t sound like a very fun relationship at all.

What about your relationship with your dad?
 
 
 
 
 
Tiny_leaf
Tiny_leafPosted 26-02-2020 09:49 PM

No I tried to talk but she made up this story.

If it was true, she would've been to late wether or not she got held up so she clearly didn't put much effort in.

 

Mum and I do not have a good relationship. She has a habit of belittling what I'm feeling and being really pushy and unsympathetic, even though she thinks she's full of sympathy.

 
 
 
 
 
xXLexi_Lou122Xx
xXLexi_Lou122XxPosted 26-02-2020 09:43 PM
That’s fair enough @Tiny_leaf

I know its hard when you get let down, but it happens. And I’m here for you to let it out.❤️

We all get too hopeful sometimes, especially when we really need it. But thats okay too.
Do you have a good relationship with your mum? Mums’ are wonderful people. Maybe if you talk to her about how you’re feeling, you might be able to sort something out?

I rarely leave the house for friends, but when I do, communication is key.
 
 
 
 
 
Tiny_leaf
Tiny_leafPosted 26-02-2020 09:23 PM

I knew she wouldn't come in time but I still decided to trust her

 
 
 
 
 
Tiny_leaf
Tiny_leafPosted 26-02-2020 09:15 PM

She could've just texted me rather than leave me to figure it out over the course of a few hours though.

 
 
 
 
 
Tiny_leaf
Tiny_leafPosted 26-02-2020 09:01 PM

@xXLexi_Lou122Xx yeah I guess..

Assuming she doesn't lie about it again...

 
 
 
 
 
xXLexi_Lou122Xx
xXLexi_Lou122XxPosted 26-02-2020 08:58 PM
That’s fair enough @Tiny_leaf.
I know what you mean, when you say that you should know better by now. But sometimes, we all get too hopeful. And that’s okay.

Maybe you can go out with her another time?
 
 
 
 
 
Tiny_leaf
Tiny_leafPosted 26-02-2020 08:32 PM

@xXLexi_Lou122Xx it's just that she broke it almost as soon as she made it - and I was stupid enough to believe her.

I really should know better by now..

 
 
 
 
 
xXLexi_Lou122Xx
xXLexi_Lou122XxPosted 26-02-2020 08:26 PM
Yeah, it probably would... 😛
Not to mention that it’s already 7:24pm over here! And I don’t have my licence yet either... not quite old enough yet! 😛

That’s pretty cool, what your support workers do.

I hate it when family break promises, but sometimes it cant be avoided. I’m really sorry that you had to have that happen.

But At least I can chat? ❤️
 
 
 
 
 
Tiny_leaf
Tiny_leafPosted 26-02-2020 08:22 PM

@xXLexi_Lou122Xx I feel like it'd be a long drive to my house Smiley Tongue

Mostly my support workers either take me to appointments/ lessons or take me somewhere so that I don't spend days/ weeks stuck at home.

Mum said that she'd come home early to take me somewhere but it's too late now.

 
 
 
 
 
Tiny_leaf
Tiny_leafPosted 26-02-2020 08:19 PM

And as I predicted, mum's promise was meaningless. 

I wish I was surprised. 

 
 
 
 
 
xXLexi_Lou122Xx
xXLexi_Lou122XxPosted 26-02-2020 08:19 PM
At least he cant bother you when he’s sleeping, right?

Can I be a replacement for your support worker, even if I cant give you whatever your support worker gave you? At least I can chat for a while.

Here for you.❤️
 
 
 
 
 
Tiny_leaf
Tiny_leafPosted 26-02-2020 08:17 PM

@xXLexi_Lou122Xx he's fallen asleep now.

 
 
 
 
 
xXLexi_Lou122Xx
xXLexi_Lou122XxPosted 26-02-2020 07:59 PM
I’m here for you @Tiny_leaf❤️

Is there anything that you can do to avoid him?
Or more importantly, are any of your parents home, to step in?
 
 
 
 
 
Tiny_leaf
Tiny_leafPosted 26-02-2020 07:30 PM

Oh and now my brother's back home in a bad mood. Fucking great.

 
 
 
 
 
Tiny_leaf
Tiny_leafPosted 26-02-2020 06:51 PM

@Eden1717 yeah...

@TOM-RO no there isn't. I'm stuck at home. Everything I could do I've already done a million times. Mum said she'd come home early and take me somewhere, but I'm pretty sure that by the time she gets here it'll be too late and everything will be closed.

 
 
 
 
 
TOM-RO
TOM-ROPosted 26-02-2020 06:15 PM

Hey @Tiny_leaf ,

 

That really does suck.  What a bummer Smiley Sad.  Horseriding is so much fun too.  Is there anything fun you can do?  I know but it's not the same but maybe it can still be enjoyable ?

 
 
 
 
 
Eden1717
Eden1717Posted 26-02-2020 05:03 PM

@Tiny_leaf  I am sorry about that it really sucks when plans you had been waiting for get cancelled. 

 
 
 
 
 
Tiny_leaf
Tiny_leafPosted 26-02-2020 04:58 PM

Like I only get to leave the house every couple of days.

So my support worker gets a day off and I get to sit here wanting to die.

I really wish I had my other support worker today, they still come even if the original plans get cancelled.

 
 
 
 
 
Tiny_leaf
Tiny_leafPosted 26-02-2020 04:31 PM

Nup she's not fucking coming.

I hate this shit.

 
 
 
 
 
Tiny_leaf
Tiny_leafPosted 26-02-2020 03:55 PM

Hopefully my support worker's still coming over but she might not be.

 
 
 
 
 
Tiny_leaf
Tiny_leafPosted 26-02-2020 03:53 PM

Horse riding was cancelled. Smiley Sad

I was looking forward to it.

Idk what I'm going to do with my entire day now.

I'm tired of killing time.

 
 
 
 
 
WheresMySquishy
WheresMySquishyPosted 25-02-2020 06:49 PM

@Tiny_leaf  I really hope you feel better. Heart

 
 
 
 
 
xXLexi_Lou122Xx
xXLexi_Lou122XxPosted 25-02-2020 06:01 PM
That’s okay @Tiny_leaf. You don’t need to be sorry, I understand. But I will still be here to talk if you want to.❤️

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