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TW? Generally feeling alone

Just feeling alone.

I'm safe. Just alone, even though I'm surrounded by people.

xXLexi_Lou122Xx
xXLexi_Lou122XxPosted 20-01-2020 04:26 PM

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xXLexi_Lou122Xx
xXLexi_Lou122XxPosted 25-01-2020 02:17 PM
I'm at lunch at my grandma's right now, but my grandma is trying to make me come out of the lounge room.

The thing is, I have been getting major stomach cramps all day. My mum knows about it, and said I could stay home if I wanted to. I chose not to, but I don't want to be here. My stomach is hurting, and I'm being forced to come out and eat/socialise.

I don't feel hungry because of my pain, so I'm laying on the couch to feel better. It's helping, but I always feel pressured into being social.

I mean, I get that it's a special event lunch, but its hard to deal with feeling sick and like your about to pass out, and get forced to eat when you don't feel hungry because of pain.

My grandma always tried to make me be social, but its not fair when she tries.
 
 
 
 
 
Bananatime04
Bananatime04Posted 25-01-2020 02:07 PM
Hey @xXLexi_Lou122Xx 🙂
How are you feeling today? Did you end up going to your grandmas for lunch?
 
 
 
 
 
Bananatime04
Bananatime04Posted 24-01-2020 03:07 PM
@xXLexi_Lou122Xx I will have a look at it later 🙂
 
 
 
 
 
xXLexi_Lou122Xx
xXLexi_Lou122XxPosted 24-01-2020 02:42 PM
That’s okay @Bananatime04! You should look it up on YouTube. Even look at “The Magus Bride” it’s pretty good too!

Ooh~ I can’t wait!
 
 
 
 
 
Bananatime04
Bananatime04Posted 24-01-2020 12:56 PM
That sounds pretty interesting! Well idk I’ve never watched an anime video 🤭 sorry if that offends you

I’ll post a picture of him before And after when he’s done 🙂 should be like 2 hours
 
 
 
 
 
xXLexi_Lou122Xx
xXLexi_Lou122XxPosted 24-01-2020 12:39 PM
Nope! Anime called ‘Your Lie in April’. It’s awesome, and is about the power of music!

Aww... I love dogs when they have their floof too. The dogs who live across the road from me, always get a haircut, but they don’t look too bad.
 
 
 
 
 
Bananatime04
Bananatime04Posted 24-01-2020 12:10 PM
Pimple popping videos? Smiley Tongue

I just dropped Eddie off to get a haircut 😞 he always looks so ugly. Well that’s what I think.. only because I prefer his floof
 
 
 
 
 
xXLexi_Lou122Xx
xXLexi_Lou122XxPosted 24-01-2020 12:02 PM
Yeah, but now I'm watching YouTube.
 
 
 
 
 
Bananatime04
Bananatime04Posted 24-01-2020 11:31 AM
That sounds nice @xXLexi_Lou122Xx 🙂 are you enjoying it?
 
 
 
 
 
xXLexi_Lou122Xx
xXLexi_Lou122XxPosted 24-01-2020 11:29 AM
I'm just labelling things for school and making up my self-care box
 
 
 
 
 
Bananatime04
Bananatime04Posted 24-01-2020 11:11 AM
Yes I agree.. I have a dream catcher. Only because it looks nice though. I still have horrible dreams.

What are you up to today?
 
 
 
 
 
xXLexi_Lou122Xx
xXLexi_Lou122XxPosted 24-01-2020 11:05 AM
It was actually! I like blood tests... I'm weird! 😛

No, dream catchers are just a made up thing. But I'll live.
 
 
 
 
 
Bananatime04
Bananatime04Posted 24-01-2020 11:01 AM
Oh that would’ve been a nice early morning blood test Smiley Tongue (not! At least I’m not stressed for you now!)

I’m sorry that you’re having those dreams again 😞 I’m not really sure what to do about that.. do you believe that dream catchers work?
 
 
 
 
 
xXLexi_Lou122Xx
xXLexi_Lou122XxPosted 24-01-2020 10:47 AM
Yeah it was.

I've already been!
When I last replied was as soon as I got back!

I did sleep well, but my dreams were about seizures again...
 
 
 
 
 
Bananatime04
Bananatime04Posted 22-01-2020 03:20 PM
Thank you @Janine-RO Heart you’re words are so beautiful and kind!

But.. I’m not sure how I feel now
That’s all I’m going to say.
 
 
 
 
 
Eden1717
Eden1717Posted 22-01-2020 01:07 PM

@xXLexi_Lou122Xx @Bananatime04  it is very nice of you both to be considerate of each other’s feelings @xXLexi_Lou122Xx  you seem very sad atm and I know when I am sad I often think I am a huge burden on everyone and that I am going to make their lives hard. But often that is actually just the depression talking and particularly on a forum like this where people are able to choose when and how they respond I would encourage you to not feel guilty about seeking support from others if they have given you support it is probably because they are feeling ok to do do it so try not to feel bad everyone deserves support and don’t feel like you have to manage other peoples issues it is not your responsibility but I am sure you feel like it is most caring people tend to feel that way. 

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