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TW? Generally feeling alone
Just feeling alone.
I'm safe. Just alone, even though I'm surrounded by people.
xXLexi_Lou122XxPosted 20-01-2020 04:26 PM
Bananatime04Posted 28-01-2020 08:58 PM
That is so good! I’m so happy for you
that really warms my heart!
I’ve been at my lowest point tbh.. sorry I can’t lie

I’ve been at my lowest point tbh.. sorry I can’t lie
xXLexi_Lou122XxPosted 28-01-2020 07:02 PM
Hey @Bananatime04! I'm going pretty well today! I have my student diary, my uniform looks amazing, and I made a friend with the exact same name as me! And we're right after each other on the roll, and we sit together whichever classes we're in!
Aww I miss you too! Are you feeling okay? Here for you❤
Aww I miss you too! Are you feeling okay? Here for you❤
Bananatime04Posted 28-01-2020 03:30 PM
xXLexi_Lou122XxPosted 27-01-2020 08:44 PM
It's okay @Bananatime04. It's normal after being sick.
I can't really do anything for myself except for getting a good sleep. I probably should go now too...
Will you be okay?
I can't really do anything for myself except for getting a good sleep. I probably should go now too...
Will you be okay?
xXLexi_Lou122XxPosted 27-01-2020 06:58 PM
Not bad @Bananatime04.
Just physically drained and exhausted.
Even brushing my hair is exhausting, but I suppose it's because my hair is so thick.
I'm just helping mum make dinner.
Just physically drained and exhausted.
Even brushing my hair is exhausting, but I suppose it's because my hair is so thick.
I'm just helping mum make dinner.
xXLexi_Lou122XxPosted 27-01-2020 03:21 PM
There's nothing to be sorry about @Bananatime04. I'm just never motivated to do that sort of cleaning. It's not your fault.
xXLexi_Lou122XxPosted 27-01-2020 01:52 PM
I would, except that I never have motivation to clean my room. And when I do, it never lasts long. Music just makes me me procrastinate more... But I put it on anyway.
Bananatime04Posted 27-01-2020 12:12 PM
Thanks 
Come on it can’t be as bad as mine! Could you listen to music while you do it? That helps motivate me 🙂

Come on it can’t be as bad as mine! Could you listen to music while you do it? That helps motivate me 🙂
xXLexi_Lou122XxPosted 27-01-2020 12:10 PM
You're welcome @Bananatime04.
That's okay then, but I'll always be happy if you need it to come to my thread.
Hehe... this is gonna be hard... or maybe not! It's not as bad as I thought!
That's okay then, but I'll always be happy if you need it to come to my thread.
Hehe... this is gonna be hard... or maybe not! It's not as bad as I thought!
Bananatime04Posted 27-01-2020 11:41 AM
Thank you so much @xXLexi_Lou122Xx
that means the world to me! I could say and mean the exact thing for you!
I really appreciate your offer to share your thread but, I could not take that offer! I just have to be alone with no support for a while before I deserve to have it back again. I’ll be fine, you’re right.
Goodluck cleaning your room!

I really appreciate your offer to share your thread but, I could not take that offer! I just have to be alone with no support for a while before I deserve to have it back again. I’ll be fine, you’re right.
Goodluck cleaning your room!
xXLexi_Lou122XxPosted 27-01-2020 11:35 AM
Oh @Bananatime04...
It's okay, I'm happy to share my thread so you can get support. I'm always here too. I just have to clean my room again though, so I might not reply straight away.
It'll be okay. You'll be okay. I went through a stage of crying all day everyday, but I eventually got better. You will too. It just takes time.
I love you and appreciate you for being here, supporting me through my sickness right now, even though you've been pretty low yourself. I can't describe the words I have for my admiration of you.
It's okay to cry.
It's okay, I'm happy to share my thread so you can get support. I'm always here too. I just have to clean my room again though, so I might not reply straight away.
It'll be okay. You'll be okay. I went through a stage of crying all day everyday, but I eventually got better. You will too. It just takes time.
I love you and appreciate you for being here, supporting me through my sickness right now, even though you've been pretty low yourself. I can't describe the words I have for my admiration of you.
It's okay to cry.
Bananatime04Posted 27-01-2020 10:49 AM
That sounds pretty good!
I’m sorry if my posts have been a bit off lately @xXLexi_Lou122Xx 😞 I’ve just been crying like all day everyday. When I finally stop crying I just get a new reason to cry (I’m currently crying because I miss Gina and now the thought of me having to go through losing everyone here on the forums at some stage is tearing me down. I’m going through ginas posts and I really miss them 😭) and I don’t want to cry because I feel so weak, defeated and want to give up when I do. It hurts so much. I’m sorry I need to make a new thread but I’m not allowing myself to do that.
I’m sorry if my posts have been a bit off lately @xXLexi_Lou122Xx 😞 I’ve just been crying like all day everyday. When I finally stop crying I just get a new reason to cry (I’m currently crying because I miss Gina and now the thought of me having to go through losing everyone here on the forums at some stage is tearing me down. I’m going through ginas posts and I really miss them 😭) and I don’t want to cry because I feel so weak, defeated and want to give up when I do. It hurts so much. I’m sorry I need to make a new thread but I’m not allowing myself to do that.
xXLexi_Lou122XxPosted 27-01-2020 09:57 AM
@Bananatime04 It’s basically just soft drink, except fermented. It’s absolutely delicious, and helps get rid of bad bacteria.
My favourite flavour is raspberry lemonade. It comes in other flavours, but I can’t remember what they are.
My favourite flavour is raspberry lemonade. It comes in other flavours, but I can’t remember what they are.
Bananatime04Posted 27-01-2020 09:37 AM
xXLexi_Lou122XxPosted 27-01-2020 09:13 AM
Aww @Bananatime04!
Are you staying somewhere? Or has something happened?
I am definitely feeling better. I’m probably going to eat some toast, and eventually eat some actual meal.
The live bacteria in the kombucha I was drinking, has helped a lot. Have you ever had kombucha? It’s really good.
Are you staying somewhere? Or has something happened?
I am definitely feeling better. I’m probably going to eat some toast, and eventually eat some actual meal.
The live bacteria in the kombucha I was drinking, has helped a lot. Have you ever had kombucha? It’s really good.
Bananatime04Posted 27-01-2020 08:33 AM
Sorry @xXLexi_Lou122Xx 😞
No, I’m literally not home. But it doesn’t matter. I just checked, it’s 17km away 😪
Hope you’re feeling better today
No, I’m literally not home. But it doesn’t matter. I just checked, it’s 17km away 😪
Hope you’re feeling better today

xXLexi_Lou122XxPosted 27-01-2020 06:53 AM
Really? I hate it. I’m so scared that I’ll pop a stitch in them when I squat for a warmup or something. And they’re supposed to be unisex sport shorts. If they ride up my backside, I can’t imagine what the boys will have to do about it...
I would love to see it, but some naughty human beings might just search the photo and find out where you are... I can’t let that happen to my friend. I really do want to see it though!
Are you feeling a little lost, as to where your home is? I’ve felt that way before, multiple times. But I’m here for you. ❤️
I would love to see it, but some naughty human beings might just search the photo and find out where you are... I can’t let that happen to my friend. I really do want to see it though!
Are you feeling a little lost, as to where your home is? I’ve felt that way before, multiple times. But I’m here for you. ❤️
Bananatime04Posted 26-01-2020 11:27 PM
That’s good @xXLexi_Lou122Xx 🙂
Yea our school shorts do that too! I hate them.. we have a sports uniform, two summer uniforms and a winter uniform. Ew the winter uniform.. ugh it’s too much. I’ll show you but put a sticker over the school name if you’re wanna see it. If I get the chance.. I’m not home. I’m.. it doesn’t matter where.
Yea our school shorts do that too! I hate them.. we have a sports uniform, two summer uniforms and a winter uniform. Ew the winter uniform.. ugh it’s too much. I’ll show you but put a sticker over the school name if you’re wanna see it. If I get the chance.. I’m not home. I’m.. it doesn’t matter where.
xXLexi_Lou122XxPosted 26-01-2020 10:52 PM
Not really @Bananatime04... it’s still there in the pit of my stomach, but I’ll be okay.
Yep, we do! It’s red, and looks good with the formal. I also have to tie it like a boys tie, so it’s like an aviation kind of look. I also have a sports uniform, but I don’t like the shorts. They give me a wedgie, when they aren’t supposed to...
4 uniforms? That’s too many if you ask me. Primary school was like that, but not so much anymore.
Yep, we do! It’s red, and looks good with the formal. I also have to tie it like a boys tie, so it’s like an aviation kind of look. I also have a sports uniform, but I don’t like the shorts. They give me a wedgie, when they aren’t supposed to...
4 uniforms? That’s too many if you ask me. Primary school was like that, but not so much anymore.
Bananatime04Posted 26-01-2020 10:46 PM
I’m glad you’re feeling better @xXLexi_Lou122Xx
has the nauseous feeling gone away?
You have a scarf in your school uniform! Woah I wish I did.. ours is like really strict looking. We have 4 uniforms. It’s dumb.
Can definitely echo what you’ve just said

You have a scarf in your school uniform! Woah I wish I did.. ours is like really strict looking. We have 4 uniforms. It’s dumb.
Can definitely echo what you’ve just said

xXLexi_Lou122XxPosted 26-01-2020 10:36 PM
All good @Bananatime04!
I’m feeling much better now, and I’ve been eating crackers all afternoon. Now I’m just winding down for the night, and hoping that my back doesn’t start killing me like it did all night last night.
I just hope that I don’t get even more sick than usual this year, because I’ll be catching the train to school. Mum thinks that I caught the bug off the train in the first place... I might have to go full on scared of germs if that’s the case. I have such a big fear of spewing, I don’t want to get it again...
Anyways, I’m definitely much better, and I tried my full formal uniform on this afternoon! I look so grown up, and I learnt how to tie my scarf as well. It’s the same as a normal tie... not hard though!
@Maddy-RO we definitely love and appreciate you too! I don ‘t know where I’d be without everyone here at ReachOut!❤️❤️
I’m feeling much better now, and I’ve been eating crackers all afternoon. Now I’m just winding down for the night, and hoping that my back doesn’t start killing me like it did all night last night.
I just hope that I don’t get even more sick than usual this year, because I’ll be catching the train to school. Mum thinks that I caught the bug off the train in the first place... I might have to go full on scared of germs if that’s the case. I have such a big fear of spewing, I don’t want to get it again...
Anyways, I’m definitely much better, and I tried my full formal uniform on this afternoon! I look so grown up, and I learnt how to tie my scarf as well. It’s the same as a normal tie... not hard though!
@Maddy-RO we definitely love and appreciate you too! I don ‘t know where I’d be without everyone here at ReachOut!❤️❤️
