TW: Why Am I getting Bullied? Why do I feel alone in a crowd of people?
I'm making this post, because I'm getting bullied, and I need help with coping.
I have my two friends back, even if I don't hang out with them much. They don't know what's happening to me, because I don't want to start drama between me and my bully.
I finally reported an incident that happened on Wednesday, and it's being dealt with as we speak.
But it doesn't help that I already feel alone, even with my friends. Everything I do, feels like a wrong thing to do.
I feel like a mistake, disgrace, and letdown to the face of this earth.
Why do I feel so alone?
Is there anyone to help me? Any tips, suggestions, etc?
@Bananatime04 @DruidChild @Jay-RO @mspaceK @TOM-RO @Sammyye @Andrea-RO @scared01 @WheresMySquishy @Tiny_leaf, Anybody?
Nice. I'm going to have a nap @xXLexi_Lou122Xx . I feel sick and exhausted.
Just playing some games on RO forums and listening to music.
Oh man - I can understand because of some aspects but it is just a game! I wouldn't worry though. There have been plenty of things i have been banned from watching because my parents thought I was too young or it was too inappropriate. I don't mind so much now.
Parents can be wierd like that @xXLexi_Lou122Xx
Sounds good @mspaceK.
I'm not allowed to play The Sims. My mum and dad think it's too inappropriate for my age for some reason...
I watch a whole heap of videos about it, so I don't get why I can't play it...
Good idea @xXLexi_Lou122Xx . I hope they are able to help you in time of need.
I do like the sound of that game. I might look at some youtube videos about it and see some game play. Another game I like to play on the pc sometimes is The Sims!
I'm feeling a bit tired and yuck so I think I'm going to have a shower and then maybe nap.
I'll try them again, when I need to, and see how that goes...
I will. Not sure if I'll like it, but it's apparently supposed to be like Minecraft.....................
You basically build a Medieval city, and protect it and raid other players that are playing in your game at the time. I think it sounds cool. What about you?
Hahahaha - i love it! I don't think i have played that game before. Please let me know what you think of it and if it's worth my time. @xXLexi_Lou122Xx
You know, I get annoyed sometimes when the khl staff suggest things I have heard countless times before as well @xXLexi_Lou122Xx . One thing I do is let them know right from the start that I'm not in the mood for any suggestions right now but that I would like to talk as a distraction and then I can talk about whatever. Sometimes i just talk to them about my day and what I am planning to do that week or that night or whatever it happens to be. Or i tell them that i really need to vent and get things off my chest. It's important for them to know where you're at. We're not always in the mood for suggestions and that isn't always what we need in those moments. I hope this helps.
That's okay @xXLexi_Lou122Xx and thank you for confirming that. It's really great for you to support @scared01 right now and it is also important to look after yourself too! I'm wondering what you have planned for the day now that you are not going to church? Are there any self-care strategies you'd like to try out?
I'm just playing my ps4 right now staying up in my bedroom. My dad has come over and now I want to avoid him as much as possible.
They just suggested the same things that were already suggested millions of times.
I've decided not to come to church. I won't be ready in time, and I can't be bothered to go rn.
I am super happy to hear that you are trying really hard, as well as finishing off the scrolls and getting ready for church. That is awesome @xXLexi_Lou122Xx .
I am a little worried about you though. Are you able to keep yourself around people right now? I know that for me being with people prevents me and distracts me from acting on those urges. If it gets too much though - please will you think about contacting a responsible adult or a helpline like Kidshelpline (1800551800)? I care about you and you don't deserve to punish yourself anymore. ❤️
I really don't got this... I'm finishing the scrolls, and then getting ready for church, as a distraction. I have many urges to self-harm... But...
I AM FIGHTING THEM HARD!
Yeah, burn marks can takes ages to heal. I still have a little mark from when i burnt myself months ago @xXLexi_Lou122Xx .
Even though you burnt yourself, what sort of scrolls are you making?
I know that burning yourself can make you feel a little defeated. It's okay - these things sometimes happen and the best we can do is try to take a moment to breathe, calm our mind and look forwards. You got this!!
I still have a burn mark from last Sunday, which hasn't disappeared......
Gah - I'm sorry to hear about that @xXLexi_Lou122Xx . I am hopeless at cooking and accidentally burn myself all the time. Did you manage to run it under cool water and possibly use some of that soothing gel stuff for burns? I know that can help. I'm sorry you're in pain. Burns really suck 😞
Oh scrolls sound good! What kind?
I'm not feeling the best either tbh. These tummy pains followed by constant rush to the toilet is not fun at all. I'm sorry you are feeling down 😞 hopefully the scrolls and church will help cheer you up. @xXLexi_Lou122Xx
I HATE EVERYTHING I DO!
I WANNA SUPPORT OTHERS, BUT I CANT EVEN MAKE A BATCH OF SCROLLS WITHOUT BURNING MYSELF!
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME???????
I'm feeling a little down rn, but I'm making scrolls, then going to church atm...
That sounds like a really good idea @xXLexi_Lou122Xx and i am glad that you enjoyed your lunch.
I just got home from my work shift. It was a tough morning to get through because of my tummy pains but I'm sorta glad I got through it. At least I can rest now.
It was supposed to be fis 'n' chips, but it was just chips and crumbed sausage... still delicious!
I think now, I'm going to have a snooze and hang out here fir a bit...
I can finally walk on it! I haven't been able to for two days, but now I can.
I know those stretches!
Already doing some.....
Oof.... going completely purple? That can happen? That must've been very painful. Especially since you couldn't get your shoe off.................
I am so tired today...
I always wake up tired. But I can't get back to sleep...
@xXLexi_Lou122XxOuch! I have done that twice with both ankles! It's so painful! 
They took ages to heal. When the first one happened, my foot swelled up so much that I couldn't get my shoe off or walk on it for a week. It also went completely purple.
When the swelling goes down and you can put weight on it, you can try doing some simple stretching and range of motion activities. There are a lot of them online. I believe they helped me get better more quickly the second time around and prevented complications from not using my ankle. Hurt a lot though!
