TW: Why Am I getting Bullied? Why do I feel alone in a crowd of people?
I'm making this post, because I'm getting bullied, and I need help with coping.
I have my two friends back, even if I don't hang out with them much. They don't know what's happening to me, because I don't want to start drama between me and my bully.
I finally reported an incident that happened on Wednesday, and it's being dealt with as we speak.
But it doesn't help that I already feel alone, even with my friends. Everything I do, feels like a wrong thing to do.
I feel like a mistake, disgrace, and letdown to the face of this earth.
Why do I feel so alone?
Is there anyone to help me? Any tips, suggestions, etc?
@Bananatime04 @DruidChild @Jay-RO @mspaceK @TOM-RO @Sammyye @Andrea-RO @scared01 @WheresMySquishy @Tiny_leaf, Anybody?
@xXLexi_Lou122Xx I hate how stress can interact with health issues...
Still, at least you know one of the factors that makes it worse, maybe you can use that knowledge somehow?
It's definitely because of the friend group drama. I feel so much better on the weekends.
that sounds really awful. does your parents know how unwell youve been feeling lately? perhaps its a good idea to get checked out by a gp to make sure its not just nausea.
Yeah............ I have a weird body.
I am completely safe. Just don't want to be in this wretched body rn.
I just want to sleep..... but I can't. I feel so sick.
I'm really upset as well.
People at the spelling bee were calling me names, like nincompoop and dumb and stupid. And how they were going to beat me. Well,.... I showed them who they're messing with didn't I? They git out, on the easiest words!
I had Spelling Bee semi-finals!
I was the last year 8 standing, but there are others that were absent, so we're continuing again on Tuesday.
I hope I win! I'm still defending my title as champion!
It's over now, but today was still pretty bad. I was pale, and I kept throwing up during the break timesand in between classes... Not in class, but I was constantly feeling nauseated. And, I've been close to fainting.
I think I'm gonna go to my gp about it. It's been going on for a while now.
I really can't deal with this sort of problem.
My sister knocks a glass pyrex cup measurer off the bench, it breaks everywhere, and now I'm apparently doing everything wrong... That isn't true, but it doesn't help that I'm already sick and empty.
I wish there was something to make me feel better...
I'm just going to go to bed early tonight. My body isn't responding well, to whatever is making me feel this way.
Thankyou @scared01. Hugs Back.
Hey @xXLexi_Lou122Xx I'm glad to hear that you're feeling ok.
I'm feeling pretty tired too after sleeping through my alarm 
Is there something you're looking forward to today at school? Or maybe something from the GR that you're keen to check out?
Just the tired feeling today. Atm, I feel pretty empty. Just empty. Not sad. Just neutral.
Just be aware, if I don't answer straight away, it means I've probably gotten pretty unwell.... but I'll try to say when I'm going to bed....
My sister is making me do her dishes, so I may be a a little late....
That really sucks to hear that @xXLexi_Lou122Xx :(. I hope you have a good night tonight and tomorrow! By the way, we have a GR tonight on TV and movies here at 7:30pm if you're interested if you would like to join us!
I'm doing ok tonight. Just feeling a little low rn. Just hanging here and going to have a shower.
My gp has already told me that I can't be cured, and dismissed it after the appointment. I'm not too worried about it tho. It's probably just a bad day in general.
How are you looking after yourself tonight? Is it possible if you could see your GP about this sometime soon?
Sorry, no, there isn't. It's a chronic illness, in some ways...
My anemia can be fixed by having iron tablets every 2nd day, but it's my low bp that's making me feel this way.
@xXLexi_Lou122Xx that sounds really unsettling and unpleasant 😞
Sorry if I've missed something. I'm just wondering if you might be able to take medication for the low blood pressure?
Thinking of you!
I sorta know what's wrong with me today.
I fainted, and have been close to throwing up. At school, a whole lot of people kept asking if I was ok. I said I was fine, but I don't want to it happen again. This Low Blood Pressure thing is soooo annoying. I wonder if I'll ever grow out of it.............
