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TW: Why Am I getting Bullied? Why do I feel alone in a crowd of people?

I'm making this post, because I'm getting bullied, and I need help with coping.

 

I have my two friends back, even if I don't hang out with them much. They don't know what's happening to me, because I don't want to start drama between me and my bully.

 

I finally reported an incident that happened on Wednesday, and it's being dealt with as we speak.

But it doesn't help that I already feel alone, even with my friends. Everything I do, feels like a wrong thing to do. 

 

I feel like a mistake, disgrace, and letdown to the face of this earth.

 

Why do I feel so alone?

Is there anyone to help me? Any tips, suggestions, etc?

 

@Bananatime04 @DruidChild @Jay-RO @mspaceK @TOM-RO @Sammyye @Andrea-RO @scared01 @WheresMySquishy @Tiny_leaf, Anybody?

xXLexi_Lou122Xx
xXLexi_Lou122XxPosted 26-04-2019 03:33 PM
 
 
 
 
 
mspaceK
mspaceKPosted 27-04-2019 03:55 PM

I certainly do not enjoy that at all, hahahaha. I hope the videos are useful! I would be so queezy watching something like that @xXLexi_Lou122Xx . I don't know what gatchalife is, but awesome. I just got some toasted sandwiches! 

 
 
 
 
 
xXLexi_Lou122Xx
xXLexi_Lou122XxPosted 27-04-2019 04:08 PM
I hope they stay down alright. What kind of toasted sandwiches?

I ABSOLUTELY LOVE PIMPLE POPPING VIDEOS! Especially blackheads...........
 
 
 
 
 
mspaceK
mspaceKPosted 27-04-2019 04:13 PM

Eeeeek - no thanks, hahhaa. 

 

Toasted canned spaghetti @xXLexi_Lou122Xx 

 
 
 
 
 
xXLexi_Lou122Xx
xXLexi_Lou122XxPosted 27-04-2019 04:24 PM
Ooooohh........ sounds tasty!!!!!!!!
 
 
 
 
 
xXLexi_Lou122Xx
xXLexi_Lou122XxPosted 27-04-2019 04:26 PM
For some reason, I've gotten really pale.
My bp must be a bit low rn.


My goodness! My backside and underarns are so sore!!!! I really did torture myself at the gym yesterday........
 
 
 
 
 
mspaceK
mspaceKPosted 27-04-2019 04:29 PM

That's great that you have been going to the gym 😄 Do you go by yourself or with people?

 

Yes it was pretty yummy actually 🙂 

 

Oh dear! That's no good. Make sure you eat something @xXLexi_Lou122Xx 

 
 
 
 
 
xXLexi_Lou122Xx
xXLexi_Lou122XxPosted 27-04-2019 04:37 PM
I'm actually not very hungry. I'm probably tired. My last few nights have been a bit restless...
Oh well. More YouTube for me!
 
 
 
 
 
mspaceK
mspaceKPosted 27-04-2019 04:40 PM

That's a good workout. I sometimes go to the gym as well. I like to use the bikes, the treadmills and do some skipping @xXLexi_Lou122Xx .

 

I hate restless nights 😞 they can be difficult to get through. What do you like to do when you're feeling a bit restless? I'm just playing games at the moment and listening to music. 

 
 
 
 
 
xXLexi_Lou122Xx
xXLexi_Lou122XxPosted 27-04-2019 05:04 PM
I don't really have anything to do on restless nights. I just have to toss and turn until I get to sleep.

Sounds pretty good to me!
I'm now watching blackhead videos! I was watching gachalife vids, but they got boring.
 
 
 
 
 
mspaceK
mspaceKPosted 27-04-2019 05:12 PM

Yeah - it's not nice when you have to toss and turn. I find getting up and doing something sometimes help, even if just to distract me from the fact that I'm not sleeping. I kind of say to myself, "well if I can't sleep I may as well do something I like or productive." So i either clean, read my book or play a game. It sucks the next morning because I am tired but it beats sitting there wishing I was asleep if you know what I mean. @xXLexi_Lou122Xx 

 

I like watching Fail Army videos! Or gaming videos. 

 
 
 
 
 
xXLexi_Lou122Xx
xXLexi_Lou122XxPosted 27-04-2019 05:56 PM
Sorry @mspaceK. I think I just passed out... I'm ok now tho. Just a little headache left over.

I can't do that. It's usually around 1 in the morning when I wake up. And I'm not allowed screen time at that hour...
 
 
 
 
 
mspaceK
mspaceKPosted 27-04-2019 05:59 PM

Oh dear! That doesn't sound too good @xXLexi_Lou122Xx . Does that happen often?

 

Have you got any logic puzzles like sudoku or something like that? Sometimes they can be good to do! 

 
 
 
 
 
xXLexi_Lou122Xx
xXLexi_Lou122XxPosted 27-04-2019 06:03 PM
Yes, it does happen often. But that's due to my chronic low blood pressure and anemia. Nothing can be done aboutnthe blood pressure part, but I'm currently taking iron tablets to keep my iron levels up.

Haha! I wish I had some of those!
I sure suck at sudoku... I like word search's tho...
I might have to print some of those off....
 
 
 
 
 
mspaceK
mspaceKPosted 27-04-2019 06:06 PM

I see @xXLexi_Lou122Xx . Yes - word searches are good too!! There might be some themed ones you could find as well 🙂 

 
 
 
 
 
xXLexi_Lou122Xx
xXLexi_Lou122XxPosted 27-04-2019 06:35 PM
Yeah... it's not a fun thing to live with.
I've already fainted twice at youth group, and once at school. And a few times at home.

I found a couple of wordsearches!
They should be there when I need them. And I have a word document for them too.
 
 
 
 
 
scared01
scared01Posted 27-04-2019 06:55 PM
hey
whats up? im around for abit if you want to chat
 
 
 
 
 
Tiny_leaf
Tiny_leafPosted 06-05-2019 11:11 PM

@xXLexi_Lou122Xx I've put it on your newer thread now.

It's kinda weird but I know imagine you as the only human in a school of drama-llamas and calmer-llamas. 

 
 
 
 
 
Tiny_leaf
Tiny_leafPosted 05-05-2019 10:11 PM

If you gimme a minute I'll have a drawing of what I imagine when I see the words "drama llama"

 
 
 
 
 
xXLexi_Lou122Xx
xXLexi_Lou122XxPosted 05-05-2019 09:25 PM
yeah...
I can thank @WheresMySquishy for that name.
I hope it does too.
 
 
 
 
 
Tiny_leaf
Tiny_leafPosted 05-05-2019 09:12 PM

@xXLexi_Lou122Xx Ugh.. that sounds horrible... 

 

On another note.. drama llama is the perfect name for people like that.

It also makes it slightly easier not to take them seriously.

I really hope this all sorts itself out soon...

 
 
 
 
 
xXLexi_Lou122Xx
xXLexi_Lou122XxPosted 05-05-2019 08:29 PM
I wish there was...

It's not exactly the bullies, but the stupid drama llama group is attacking my friend group.
I wish there was an answer to that, and I wish I would stop wishing for things to go away or be solved.
I'm currently ok, but I still don't want to go back.
 
 
 
 
 
letitgo
letitgoPosted 05-05-2019 12:57 PM

I'm honestly shocked at what you have to go through at school @xXLexi_Lou122Xx and I am so, so sorry about those bullies 😞

Is there any way you can stay out of the drama - if not entirely, then at least a little bit?

Sending you lots of support! 🙂 

 
 
 
 
 
xXLexi_Lou122Xx
xXLexi_Lou122XxPosted 05-05-2019 10:32 AM
I'm not sure what you mean.....
It's definitely because I'm stressed at school. The drama that's been going on, is making me sick. But it's only at school that I get sick. At home I'm ok, and feel safe. It's just those llamas who make me like this...

At least it's a public holiday tomorrow....

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